and let me tell you how I know this. I received a call from Julie today informing me that I am a reference on her job application. Yeah, that's right... me. I mean, what an honor to be trusted to sell her to the company calling. I no longer have anything to live up to. I just thought I would share that and hope you enjoyed the sarcasm.
I am wrestling with a somewhat difficult decision right now. I randomly received an email from Monica yesterday. Nothing major in it, just a gesture of friendship. She basically said that she misses talking to me and thought maybe we could email each other every once in awhile to provide updates on our lives. She then proceeded to give me the updates in her life since we broke up.
The problem I face is that I really want to do it. I would love to be able to talk to her again, even if it is just through email. So, why don't I just do it you ask? Well.. let me tell you. I am certainly not over Monica. I feel like this could be more hurtful in the long run. I will be reminded that I am not able to share these events with her. It also leaves the possibility of her slipping a guy into an email, which certainly wouldn't be helpful for me.
So I am faced with the decision. What do I do? Do I do what I emotionally want to do to or do what I my mind tells me to do? (phew! alot of "do"s in that sentence!) I do not have an answer to the question at this time, but when I do finally decide I'm sure I will post it.
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